Muir Holburn - Selected Poems
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MANLY BEACH
(Extract)
Behold beneath the spiked salt-crusted pine
Our sorrow, suburb-succoured, will recline.
Upon a grubby inexpensive gold
Each failure finds himself a sudden, bold
But temporary Earl. Smooth waves convey
Not only balmy vigour to the flesh,
But vivify the retina of the day,
Tinct the inconsequent brain, narrow heart’s mesh,
So that the ever-sifting disillusion
Is captured in suspension, fear’s intrusion
Barred at the boarder. Passions of the week,
The trivial struggle and the songless, bleak,
Hard metropolitan ache glide slowly out—
O frozen argosy,—towards the pole
Of endless privacy’s self-nourished thought.
Monday to Friday brings the psychic gout;
Litters the yards of the mind with sodden coal.
But Sunday; Beach and Sunlight form the port
That any tossed and flagless ship may seek
Therein to find a haven far an hour.
Tha Jew may bring his tortures to be laundered,
The raw recruit his barely schooled and weak
Young musculature. Sea’s surgery has power
To calm and shape the soul, soon to be squandered
In that most real and dreadful masquerade,
The battle. Fit or unfit they come, afraid
Of stone, of human face, of silhouette,
Craving their permits to dream and to forget.
O do not wonder that that lustful curve,
Which marks the land and ocean’s long embrace,
Will ever more excite the sullen nerve.
Nor will the image of the surfshed fade
With its phallic tower whence the inscrutable face
Of sea is scanned for cruise of shark, or tow
Of sudden warp of current through the jade
Midwaters. These become the glowing signs
In those dark latitudes where hate confines
All travellers. O nothing observed will be
Evicted from delight’s deep gallery—
Sand never, nor the barbed and bearded walk
Where timid cousins from the country pose,
Where the enfeebled sit, and babies squawk,
Where comatose nursemaids may be comatose
Uninterrupted. All have shaped the print
Of visionary peace, all newly mint
The drossy coins of ancient unbelief,
Construct brave causeways to the distant reef
Of each souls frail Nirvana. Here’s one gift
Most unconditionally bestowed on man.
This he may use with small regard for thrift.
Here he may gain a wisdom with his tan.
At the translucent margins where the sands
Are hard and moist, the children plot thair days
Inspect their Babylons and Samarcands.
See not in castle picture book distorted,
But vivid indices. Look in amaze
Upon soul’s groping charted in the dusty
Gulch and plateau. O sensuous and lusty
These tender hands! Though gravity has thwarted
Desire for bastion perched high upon
A dim weird cavern, battlements succeed,
Until their razed by surfers in their greed
For flood and foamwash. This phenomenon
Of brittle architecture is our guide.
By this we may learn how easily they ride
From helplessness to strength, from tenderness
To high fruition and its blessedness.
Their vague design and whimsy on this loose
Frailest of media will indicate
How much our impositions are of use,
If child will surge as tall, as free of hate,
Of craven urge and manacle as the pine
Which rings about this febrile, aged domain,
Token of all its love, its anodyne,
Its forthright roar, its whispering, its pain.
At points less peopled boy and girl may lie
And tap an antique wealth, to gratify
Youth’s illth and thwart. Its sequences of bliss
Delight those strollers on the Esplanade
For whom the life fulfilled is fierce and brave,
But anger Matron, Bachelor and Miss
Rising from learnt histories mauled and scarred,
Who can no more behave or misbehave,
Pretending to despise telegraphy
Of sound and glance and contact. These can see
A vile decay in fresh untangled limb
That skims and leaps and dances on the rim
Of sky and rock and water. So they go
To empty room and hollow corridor.
The selfish young love on: they cannot now know
How much the lavish antic they adore
Has wrecked a segment of the passers-by
That, desiccated, sees each scene awry.
Upon the lover who coming alone this beach
Can only scowl and thunder as in winter.
Be the beloved dead or years past reach
Of touch or hope, or yet a glistening splinter
Snapped from the polished timber of a dream,
The pine
The pines are hearsed. Rank is the gaiety.
While laughters restless rich cacophony
Is measured dirge. Surf’s verve and voltage drops.
The gales muratic revelry will seem
An automatic card trick endlessly
Performed on cheerless evenings. So love lops
Each radiant branch of joy when evil storms
Tha busy junctions of soul and warmth and blood,
Breaks passion’s circuit, dams the moving flood.
On Sunday night above the Promenade
The band assembles, glittering and hard,
With brass and woodwind, manfully emitting
An anguished tune in toughly muscled punches
Among the deckchairs and discarded lunches.
The law declares the ritual is fitting.
A ’bus conductor from a Northern route
Commands the bells and drums, whereas the flute
Becomes articulate between the lips
Of Reginald who mixes the egg flips,
Cocktails and reputations in the bar
Of Manly’s best hotel, while Rex, the mute
Caretaker at the crumbling School of Arts
Treats his brass rough, and blasts away like hell
Upon the clarinet. No wonder tarts,
And virgins with corked tipped hearts will all rejoice
In the deep vibrant metal of his voice.
The twenty players give their labour free,
A rare prodigious generosity,
But bandsmen fight an ever losing war
With listener’s sleepiness and, with the hoar
Sad plainsongs of the churned and curdled seas
Songs harsh, psychotic evocative sublime
Burst plangent, thunder off, shatter and chime
Fanatically,? until the dreadful night
Has gorged both band and crowd, and a fitful breeze
Wanders surprised between the stairs and trees.
—FORLANE.
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